An Exit in Red

Velvet

2007-02-08T00:23:00.000-08:00

With Velvet tongue
and Crimsom flowers
With Vacant Eyes
and darkened Sky
I say I'm sorry
Will you ever forgive me?

Shadow

2007-02-07T07:39:00.001-08:00

All my ghosts are
revealing themselves
again
my soul is dark and heavy
like fish guts
why is it that my
paranoia is
keeping me from
the sunlight?
It does not matter
how fast I run
my creeping shadow
is out to get me
I never had Angel wings
I am doomed forever
It's HERE

Dolls

2006-11-04T22:17:00.000-08:00

Twilight
My urge for you
all kind of reddish sparkles
you are perfect
like this
Still
looking me sideways
from the distance
no emotion
but
all of them
my perfect mask
you
my perfect Doll

Untitled

2006-10-01T01:32:00.000-07:00

Aeon Lights
reflected in my sword
my shadow is lengthening
now
in the country with No Sun
as
my fear vanishes
Say Goodbye!

In the Dragon's Mouth

2006-08-24T11:46:00.000-07:00

A Jaded Sun in the Sky
my old master says
"you must act as
if you were in front
of
the Dragon's Mouth
Hold your breath
Catch the Fangs
Rip the Jaw"
I'll never be
what I used to be
The East wind is blowing
confront
where the Sun rises

FEARLESS

Fake Light

2006-07-08T09:47:00.000-07:00

today, once again,

all the light around me

is a fake light

crystal eyes stare

painting us

prison mates

wankers

friends

the little light that still

last in our minds

is a fake light

Sleepless

2006-07-06T22:52:00.000-07:00

Last night I could not sleep

for I had the strangest of dreams

Now I'm back to being a single soul,
No Significant Other for me,

And I don't know how to feel

The sands of time keep fallin' down
as my engine tries to work againt 'em
but for some time now, I guess I'll just

Try to Feel

Last night I could not sleep

But there was no dream on it

The Darkest of Nights

2006-07-01T18:16:00.000-07:00

The skin coils

from the ashtray

and falls in scabs

like snowflakes

something's drippin' off me
like blood
or oil

it drips upwards

to the skies

it fills the Moon

A cat Hisses

As I stride past

The rats run hidin'

I look at them
from the depths of my room

Where does

this Ghost go?

I see myself

in the distance

what am I?

This is it
no doubt
The Darkest of Nights

FEAR

2006-05-20T08:57:00.000-07:00

Irrational

in circles

pumpin' heart

racing breath

paralyzing

empowering

pure synesthesia

breakin' thru

the limits of man

satori

Too Dark to see

2006-05-20T08:43:00.001-07:00

broken down & paralyzed

almost astral trip-like

nightmerish feeling

those dark things

lurking

breathing

I've looked inside

myself

too deep

too dark to see

shouldn't do it

now they see

they found me

there's no escape

without limbs

This is a Test

2006-05-09T00:09:00.000-07:00

My body aches, my head is burning
the fastest is not
the better exit
is this a test?
or
a cruel game against me?
I'm fucked by my own weaknesses
and my mind is of no use either
a razor
is meant to harm
and my shadow
is plotting against me.
this
is
war

Another killed saturday

2006-05-06T11:33:00.000-07:00

Alas!
Here I am, at the end of another saturday, another one that'll go to the line, waiting to be shot and killed, another one, another one...too many of them have passed away...and I'm wasting my life here, working, for the devil itself.

This Autumn I will be free, I shall soar to the skies, like the Raven does, to the country of the Rising Sun.

Hopes for a better future melts as the presents drifts back and I open my eyes, to see

this rotting place.

Eyes of a Fallen Angel

2006-05-06T03:21:00.000-07:00

I woke up this morning with a bad moon in my eyes, so I decided, maybe encouraged by some friend of mine, maybe not, that I should begin this thing called "blog".

I don't even know what the purpose for this bloody blod shall be, but I'll improvise, what the hell!

First of all, an explanation for the title of the blog, an exit in red use to be the one that is created by a sharpened knife, or sword, of course. The exit wound is completely red..........

Sooooo, how should I commence........

I think that for a non-pretencious blog like this, a quotation would serve well as a beginning, so here I write the lyrics for 3 libras, a song from the band A Perfect Circle, which I like a lot:

I threw you the obvious
and you flew with it on your back
a name
in your recollection
down among a million same

difficult not to feel a little bit
disappointed and passed over
when I look right through
I see you naked and oblivious

and you don't see me

but I threw you the obvious
just to see if there's more behind the
eyes of a fallen angel
eyes of a tragedy

here I am expecting just a little bit
too much from the wounded
but I see, see through it all
see through
see you

'cause I threw you the obvious
to see what occurs behind the
eyes of a fallen angel
eyes of a tragedy

oh well
oh well
apparently nothing
apparently nothing at all

you don't
you don't
you don't see me

you don't
you don't
you don't see me

you don't
you don't
you don't see me

you don't
you don't
you don't see me

you don't
see me

you don't
you don't
you don't see me at all